Decisions.

Running on a fever now. Truly FUBAR.

It's finally the end of my journey in the Institute of Maritime Operation and System(IMOS). It's already been 8 months since I enlisted into the Republic of Singapore Navy(RSN) on 040311. Now, I'm on my 5 days leave before I report to Tuas Naval Base for my On-Job Training(OJT) onboard one of the Patrol Vessels(PV), namely the RSS Sovereignty.

It's going to be tough. Very tough. The regimentation expected will be very high and being part of the Maritime Security Task Force(MSTF) now, I no longer have weekends free for me to rest. Nevertheless, I will conquer this phase with discipline and positive attitude!

For the past few days, I've been doing a lot of thinking.

Right now, I just want to leave everything aside and do what I wanted.

I don't want to go out with friends, I don't need my parent's nagging,

I don't want my girlfriend to accompany me, I just want me.

I just want some quality time for myself alone.
Where I can feel the faint tranquility of this wretched world, find silence in this noisy world,

To be by myself again.