Hi guys. Wondering why I am back home right now?
I'm preparing to meet my maker. LOL! No lah, I am getting ready to face the final results of the bone scan. Hope I won't get down PES to C. People, pray for me and wish me luck!
This week's been hell so far. The amount of punishment we took for the lack of discipline/sharp decline of discipline amounts to infinite. How would like to do infinite counts of 4 of chicken back-side? I didn't took part in anyway. Fell severely unwell thanks to some fucked up headache. Gotten light duties for two days and today, I finally be able to go back on track.
Oh, in case you guys didn't know, Sir Zhan Hong allowed me to run again! It's great news to be able to join the company in Cadence's Run. Today, there's the IMOS CHALLENGE. It involves different kind of game activities and I took part in the swimming and navigating one. I'm a genius when it comes to direction, hope I won't let the company down - or rather, the House of Victory!!! We'll be competing with other BSC houses. They are Endurance, Fearless, Formidable and Bedok. House of Victory is for the BMTC recruits like us!
Thank goodness we have many guys over here who are physically strong. May the House of Victory win this round just like how we did for IMOS 15!!!
Just yesterday, a big hoohaa happened.
Wee Chueng, a bully in the company, always pick on the weaker people and those who think he can mess with. After weeks of bullying and poking fun at Ming Huat, our company's guy who can't really speak English, Ming Huat flare up and push him. They cause a commotion, and Ming Huat got 3 days of confinement and Wee Chueng got 2. How unfair it is!
During our admin time though, a bunch of people went ahead and bully Wee Chueng for what he did today. Well, not only today actually, that guy's been a pain in the ass since enlistment day. A stupid guy who think he can do whatever he wants. Always try to slack off when he can. He's a guy that most of the company hated a lot. He's in my hate list as well.
After being strip of his clothing and had Colgate toothpaste all over his body, that loser can't take it and went to report to the sergeants. This cause another commotion and all who were in the room kena fuck up down left right, including me. The people who were directly involved refuse to own up, then in the end, when their names were called out by the officers, they receive more punishment. One guy got charged for not having integrity.
Fuck up shit is fuck up shit.
Now, Saravanan is completely sick of this company and wish to resign already. I don't know how many more will follow up like this. I mean, look... Even I got sick of this company already... I sincerely hope he will stay and last through the end of this. We just have to last till next Tuesday's East Coast Park 7km run, and that'll be the end of PTP. After a week of block leave, we will begin our 3 months of BMT.
I must persevere. The only thing that kept me going throughout the days and weeks and months, are those photos of my old self which I am trying to regain, and when it comes to those moments where I would faint from fatigue and stress, it's the thought of you that flashes in my head that kept me gritting my teeth and enduring all the pain I experienced.
I want to be a better man, someone capable of taking care of you. Though our paths will never meet this I know, and I miss you so. You're gone, but thank you for constantly appearing when I'm near my breaking point. Thanks hon', though our mutual feelings had faded since ages past.
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