Are you happy now?

I know I no longer stand any chances of winning you back.

Those cold messages said so.
I don't fight battles that I know I already lost...

Still, in every defeat, lies sorrow and pain.

Pain is when I see that he already asked you to be his girlfriend, and when he can make you miss him so much - which I can't.

Sorrow is when I look through the pictures, I saw you wearing our couple necklace, and when I know that no matter how much I fixed that broken necklace of mine, it just breaks the next day.

No, not because I do not know how to fix(I am a props-maker!). I am very sure I fixed it the right way.
It just won't stick back. There are times when wearing the necklace, the gem on it falls off. I would goes on my knees trying to find that blue gem. Not because it's worth money, but because it's a couple necklace, it represents our bond and it should never be broken.

Funny...

I never thought I will cry because of the past again...
I seriously need to get the facts right - that you will never want me back into your life again...
What is wrong with me..?
Why can't I just accept it..?

This is gonna affect my progress tomorrow at work...

I miss you so much, even now.