Pride issues?

I should be sleeping but I can't sleep. Tomorrow there's my Basic Theory Evaluation. But right now, I just need to rawr abit. There might be a beautiful strings of vulgarities during rawring so readers please be advised, stay away if you do not wish to get radiated.


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Sometimes, when I talk to some of the closest friends I have, things do get really sour for me.
Seriously? When you guys are down, all I ever wanted to do for you guys were to just cheer you up and behold the ultimate stupidity - I ain't given a chance because I am younger than you guys.


WHY THE FUCK SO?
Pride issues? Or was it simply abandonment issues?

For Christ's/Buddha's/Allah's sake, just because you guys are more intelligent and been through more things doesn't mean you been through everything nor does it mean you know everything. Sometimes, I'll close my right eye on such issues because I think you guys just doesn't want people to prod.


But when the people you guys seek to share your burden with came to me with your problems, what does that makes me feel? You bunch of 'adults' don't trust me enough? Fuck that, like seriously fuck that. _|_(OAO)_|_


What does that shows huh? Let me tell you. It simply shows:
A) They're tired of your emo-ing because you never change/understand.
B) They've no fucking idea how to fucking cheer you up.
C) They're seriously too fucking busy to be entertaining you.
D) That you seriously holds too much fucking pride that you look down on me just because I'm younger.


You see, I'll be a good guy today and shall educate you 'lesser adults' on why do people you go to come to me.
1) I am awesome.
2) I am trustworthy.
3) My words heal wounds just like how Jesus does his miracles.


I'm kidding. The real answer's here.
4) Because YOU, the problem 'adult', never learn from your mistakes despite hitting the wall gazillion times.


Not forgetting the fact that,
5) Because YOU, thinks that "Oh, a girl would probably be able to cheer me up more."
6) Because YOU, thinks that "You? Fuck off, you're just a kid who knows nothing."
7) Because YOU, thinks that "That kid will just look down on me when I approach him for help."
8) Because YOU, thinks that "Better not, later he start asking for favors just because I've gotten his help.


...Seriously, you think I would not think what you thinkers are thinking? Your pride... YOUR MOTHERFUCKING PRIDE. Just fucking throw them out of the window, you DON'T NEED so much pride! TOO MUCH PRIDE KILLS YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHITTY ADULTS.


GAH. The real problem is here on no.4, think about it AND I don't think I need to fucking explain that I won't do no.7 and no.8 either. Regarding to why people you trust approach me, the reason is simple. The answer is A,B, and C with no.1,2,3 and 4.

Also... Because they know I trust you and they trust me. But you on the other hand, doesn't know where to place your trust.

Fucking retards. Behave like a fucking adult that you're suppose to be.


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End of rant. Now, I seriously need sleep or I won't make it there on time. If I fail my BTE, I'll rant with a more wonderful selection of beautiful English vulgarities. 

Nights.